Insomnia (insomnia) wrote,

Like it or hate it...'ll probably want to vote in it! The Goldengoats, that is...

I am still kinda surprised that I got nominated, much less nominated more than once! I'm normally against this kinda stuff on a personal level. It's like the prom all over again! I didn't go to the prom, but a bunch of friends and I hung out in the school parking lot inside a van, drinking a really gangly mixed drink that only teens could create. I had a really great prom night, actually... a good deal of drinking, hugging, cuddling, and some kissing... no outright sex, but we stayed up all night in a hot tub being all together for pretty much the last time. Kathy fell asleep in my arms and cuddled up against me for warmth, which made me pretty ecstatically blissful at the time. We stayed there all night and watched the sun rise... and then we crawled off inside and slept for a few hours before doing the whole thing all over again!

I need that again... Maybe it was just because everything was so new and special, or maybe it was because I had no real commitments or pressures or whatever... or maybe it was just what it felt like to be young with friends that were so close to me. I rarely feel like that anymore, and I miss it.

Still... back to present tense, the nomination is nice and I'll take it for what it's worth... part of me just feels like shouting "I'm not Jossie Grossie anymore!"

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