Insomnia (insomnia) wrote,

Obligatory LJ posting of the day...

Not sure what to say... I could tell you what I have done for the past few days, which wasn't entirely uneventful, but I'm not sure of the point. I guess have done a bit... gone out dancing, to shows, to restaurants, etc... kept myself up late at night. Sometime, it seems somewhat productive, especially if I meet people that are perhaps worthy of friendship. Most of the time, it feels like I am still walking the familiar and tired streets that I have in the past, going to the same places, doing the same things, etc.

When I was about 20, I remember saying "I have a lot of fun, but I'm not enjoying myself..." It's the same kind of thing. Fortunately, there is Kirsten, but still, you shouldn't expect a relationship to make everything rosy. Perhaps I am a frustrated idealist who has turned somewhat bitter and cynical, but I think I need to take a good look at all of this fun and decide which elements of it actually make me happy.

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